Meanderings...

We all have these goals right?  Goals that you think you want and you sometimes make poor choices to get there?  Well I started to do that recently....

I have wanted to become a Health Coach so bad I can almost taste it...So bad that I was willing to go back into debt just to make it happen.  I enrolled at the Institute of Integrative Nutrition to start in their March program. 

But something inside me was telling me that I've made a poor decision.  Was it the fact that I had to put in on my credit card?  Was it the fact that even though my husband was going to allow me to go for it, he really didn't feel comfortable with it?  Possibly...maybe both...

But there is a part of me that listens to a still small voice.  Call it what you may, but I know it was God.  I know that this stirring inside me to become a health coach is from God and that it will happen in its time...but right now, I am not supposed to go into credit card debt to make it work.

  I actually feel relieved.  I actually feel at peace that I am making a good decision and that maybe next year when I've saved up the money, I can go back and get my certification.  I can be such a control freak sometimes and let that get in the way of what God wants for me.

So for now, I am learning to be content with what I have...where I'm at in my life..and continue to listen to that still, small voice that is there if I really listen. 

What things have you really wanted and tried to make happen but knew deep down was not the right thing?  I'd love to hear from you!
xoxo - Sarah